how to stop girlrotting no glue no borax

my sleeping has been absolutely abysmal lately and as much as I would like to blame it all on stella, unfortunately i think it is due to deeper things than that. wake up, lay in bed for hours (phone and cuddling stells), get up, eat (optional apparently), spend all my time on my phone, maybe do one thing slightly productive, go to my van and play video games until i notice the time is 3 or 4am and then the cycle repeats. and i sleep for like 11-12 hours btw ! it's a great routine.

i really think that something is in the air though. i just got off a video call with my best friend and she said she's been feeling really weird and off mentally too. and I was talking to some other people and they all agree as well. i don't know if y'all have been feeling it too but at least i'm not entirely crazy. the government put something in the air.

I have been really craving junk food lately. and social media. like more than usual. is that the government, too? it is, right?

at least the weather is getting better! sunnier! i feel a bit more alive even though i feel funky wunky!

okay here's the song of the day and then i gotta go play fortnite with my pookie wookie honey bear:

song of the day

this song makes me feel so good while also breaking my heart because of the amount of times my mother has expressed her exhaustion of motherhood and how she doesn't want to take care of us anymore recently :)

okay I hope your lives are feeling less funky than mine and if they aren't any better than mine then I hope we all start feeling better very very soon ! and I hope everybody buys themselves a little drink and a little flower bouquet to brighten up their weekend<3

xoxo -maddison